I basically collapsed overnight because the mere thought that I could possibly harm an innocent person truly and actually did make me very sick.  Haven't slept much at all.  Then again, maybe that's the difference between me and these Kosholes and 10 angry Pfffters.  It would bother me that someone innocent would get hurt and since you would republish something after a story has been retracted (even if turns out true) you really don't care if someone who one of you is claiming is innocent does get hurt.  It is you republishing it not I.

The Kos Kops, Pfffters, etc.... You all deserve each other so you can have each other and you won't have me as a rallying point anymore.

I'm done with this shit on all sides for a very long time.  No more calling in right wing radio shows, no more diaries about Daily Kos, no more challenging politicians, no more showing up at events where these people are. 

When I look at the Kosholes, the Pffters, and these ultra right wing extremists that I have successfuly fought, I see filth, vermin, the bottom of the bottom, people without conscience, and the lowest of the low.  By spending years exposing people like this, I risk the danger of becoming just like them in order to stop them.  I can't let that happen, it would destroy the person I am.  I will find other hobbies to do and maybe I'll post some stuff here on this blog but the very nature of what I am going to post is going to be far more positive, constructive, and good natured.

So in a way you win.  But with the larger picture I win too.